Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a